This is blog is a random blog. Sometimes i will post some questions that i've already asked to some amazing celebrities and i'm a huge fan of Paris Hilton And LadyGaga.
Friday, October 1, 2010
Thanks For All Birthday Wishes !
Saya mengucapkan terima kasih atas semua ucapan. I love it guys ! dan saya juga berterimakasih pada Tuhan yang telah menguatkan saya dlm menjalani hidup selama 14 tahun ini. I love Jesus. Bahwa 1 tahun kemarin , saya telah mengalami banyak suka dan duka. But we must remember , that all things happen coz of reason. And i thank to Kimora because she gives me an happy birthday . It really makes me happy.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Dengarkan saja...
Saya duduk termenung disini. Dengarkan saja. Aku tidak butuh untuk ditanggapi. Karena jika kamu berbuat begitu, hanya menyisakan kebencian dan perdebatan di sepanjang malam yang menusuk tulang ini.
Aku tidak tahu mengapa hidup begitu aneh dan misterius.
"kamu harus begitu, itu tidak benar. Lakukan seperti itu" kata orang dibelakangku
aku hanya duduk termenung. Mengapa orang - orang selalu berkata begitu? Tidak pernahkah mencoba untuk memahami orang lain ? Ya saya tau itu sangat susah. Seperti kamu berusaha melakukan sesuatu yang tidak kamu suka. Ketika saya membaca berita di internet hari ini, tidak banyak yang saya katakan. Kaget? Tidak juga. Saya berusaha untuk tidak meledak - ledak dengan semua kejadian yang aneh. Hanya heran yang tersisa. Heran mengapa orang - orang tidak bisa mengharagi pilihan hidup orang lain. Dan untuk mencegah hal - hal itu, banyak orang yang melakukan hal yang tidak perlu. Hal yang tidak usah dilakukan. Hal yang akan membuat kebencian dan tidak tentram. Bisakah sekali saja , kita memahami akan pilihan hidup orang lain? Cinta , orientasi seksual, hidup, karier. Itu hanya hal - hal yang simpel yang harus kau mengerti tentang dunia. Tidak usah dengan meledak - ledak. Diam. Heran mengapa orang - orang selalu mengatur tentang hak - hak orang lain. Itulah privasi. Jangan salahkan orang yang memilih pilihan hidup. Itu hak setiap kita. Karena seperti menikmati matahari , hak privasi adalah hak yang harus kita nikmati. Bukan diganggu. Dicaci maki. Dihujat. Hanya diam yang bisa kaulakukan. Tidak usah terlalu banyak bicara. Karena hanya menimbulkan kesalahpahaman. Dengarkan saja..
Aku tidak tahu mengapa hidup begitu aneh dan misterius.
"kamu harus begitu, itu tidak benar. Lakukan seperti itu" kata orang dibelakangku
aku hanya duduk termenung. Mengapa orang - orang selalu berkata begitu? Tidak pernahkah mencoba untuk memahami orang lain ? Ya saya tau itu sangat susah. Seperti kamu berusaha melakukan sesuatu yang tidak kamu suka. Ketika saya membaca berita di internet hari ini, tidak banyak yang saya katakan. Kaget? Tidak juga. Saya berusaha untuk tidak meledak - ledak dengan semua kejadian yang aneh. Hanya heran yang tersisa. Heran mengapa orang - orang tidak bisa mengharagi pilihan hidup orang lain. Dan untuk mencegah hal - hal itu, banyak orang yang melakukan hal yang tidak perlu. Hal yang tidak usah dilakukan. Hal yang akan membuat kebencian dan tidak tentram. Bisakah sekali saja , kita memahami akan pilihan hidup orang lain? Cinta , orientasi seksual, hidup, karier. Itu hanya hal - hal yang simpel yang harus kau mengerti tentang dunia. Tidak usah dengan meledak - ledak. Diam. Heran mengapa orang - orang selalu mengatur tentang hak - hak orang lain. Itulah privasi. Jangan salahkan orang yang memilih pilihan hidup. Itu hak setiap kita. Karena seperti menikmati matahari , hak privasi adalah hak yang harus kita nikmati. Bukan diganggu. Dicaci maki. Dihujat. Hanya diam yang bisa kaulakukan. Tidak usah terlalu banyak bicara. Karena hanya menimbulkan kesalahpahaman. Dengarkan saja..
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
U Ask , I'm Answer !
Hey Guys ! Ask anything and i will answering your question. You Ask, I'm answer.
Dont be scared , i wont bite u lol.
xoxo
PS: Just comment this thread if u want to ask anything
Dont be scared , i wont bite u lol.
xoxo
PS: Just comment this thread if u want to ask anything
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Some Little Advice
Sorry for not updating. I know its been a while and but i'm back. Really busy with my scheduled lol. So i'm back ! well things going more complicated than ever.Love , friends , and family is so complicated. When u love someone and u think its true love but its not , u have to be hurt again. But thats life my babies ! And sometimes i really hurt when my bitches being hurted. Right now i'm watching some news on facebook. And i'm really shocked when a guy told her ex that she is bad fucker. Well it is not right .U cannnot hurt your own ex ! Eventhough your ex being a bitch or something.
So i think we better be carefull when we choose a guy. Because when we are break up , that guy can open our secret and being a real bad bitch. Better if u know him well first then go with a relationship. And if u choose a wrong guy , then LEAVE HIM !he is not worth at all. When i was younger , i dont know that. But now i realized that a bad guy doesnt need our love at all. We take care of ourselves. and dont need that kind of guy. Dont be so in love with someone.
And bitch , better if u keep ur secret for your own safety. Because in this world people becoming jerk. And we must know to take care of our own image. Crying or killing ur self is not a good advice at all. It is not funny when u write on your facebook or twitter that u want to kill your self. It is not funny at all. It is not a joke ! I Love You.. Take care of your self.
And i really love my girls right now. You are amazing..
XOXO
Tiffany Halim
PS : I LOVE U BITCH !
So i think we better be carefull when we choose a guy. Because when we are break up , that guy can open our secret and being a real bad bitch. Better if u know him well first then go with a relationship. And if u choose a wrong guy , then LEAVE HIM !he is not worth at all. When i was younger , i dont know that. But now i realized that a bad guy doesnt need our love at all. We take care of ourselves. and dont need that kind of guy. Dont be so in love with someone.
And bitch , better if u keep ur secret for your own safety. Because in this world people becoming jerk. And we must know to take care of our own image. Crying or killing ur self is not a good advice at all. It is not funny when u write on your facebook or twitter that u want to kill your self. It is not funny at all. It is not a joke ! I Love You.. Take care of your self.
And i really love my girls right now. You are amazing..
XOXO
Tiffany Halim
PS : I LOVE U BITCH !
Sunday, August 8, 2010
nothing to say..
Aku sama sekali tidak menyangka akan kehilangannya. Kehilangan lelaki yang paling baik dan paling ku cinta. Aku juga tidak menyangka akan sangat sesayang itu. Karena aku pikir aku tidak setergila - gila itu. Dan saat aku mencintainya, dia pergi meninggalkan aku. Aku tidak tahu kenapa...Mengerti perasaan seorang lelaki sangat rumit dan membingungkan. Tapi apa mau dikata, life is just making mistakes,learn from it ,and just let go. Sometimes we dont know how much we love someone until we lost it. Tapi apa yang sudah terjadi biarkan terjadi. Jalani hal itu. Thats life. Orang tidak akan pernah mau tahu apa yang terjadi denganmu , we must manage it by ourselves.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Ketika Cinta Hilang Dan Kembali (Cerpen by Tiffany )
“Rin , maafkan aku….Aku sudah tidak bisa bersamamu lagi, maaf rin , “ katanya . Suaranya yang serak dengan penuh penyesalan. Aku tidak bisa berkata apapun selain berusaha mengingat - ingat apa kapan terakhir telingaku kubersihkan. Selama ini tidak pernah ada masalah yang berati di hubungan kita, semuanya berjalan baik – baik saja. Aku selalu berusaha untuk tidak egois dan pengertian.
“ Apa??Benarkah ? Ada apa dik ? “ Jawabku kaget.
“ Aku harus ke luar pulau sayang.”
“Ngapain dik ? Untuk apa km ke luar pulau ? Luar pulau itu gak enak banget !”
“Aku harus bekerja sayang. Aku juga gak bisa melakukan hubungan jarak jauh. Kamu bisa mencari lelaki yang lebih baik. Yang lebih baik dari aku yang meninggalkanmu. Aku tidak pantas untukmu rin. Jadi tolong , tinggalkan aku,” Jawabnya memohon. Aku lihat ke dalam matanya. Matanya nanar dan lembab. Kulihat kesedian yang mendalam di sana. Aku berusaha menemukan cintanya di sana. Dan kulihat itu. Tetapi kenapa bisa terjadi seperti ini ? Ini tidak adil Tuhan ! Sekian lama aku mencari seseorang yang pantas untuk mendampingi aku. Dan aku pikir aku telah menemukannya. Ternyata salah besar ! Kenapa aku begitu bodoh? Berpikir bahwa dia akan menjadi suamiku dan kita akan hidup bahagia selamanya. Aku benar – benar bodoh ! Bodoh , bodoh , bodoh. Dan tidak ada kata yang lebih menjelaskan tentang sifatku yang benar – benar tolol ini. Tidak bisa kutahan air mataku yang deras. Aku berusaha menahannya, tetapi percuma saja.Toh akan keluar juga.
“Tolong jangan menangis Rin. Ini demi kebaikan kita . Kalau kita jodoh ,kita akan bertemu lagi sayang. Aku mencintaimu dan sesungguhnya aku tidak rela meninggalkanmu . Tapi mungkin ini takdir sayang. Kita tidak bisa melawan kehendak Tuhan. Jadi tolong , mengertilah keadaanku. Aku sudah tidak ada pilihan lagi. Ini yang harus kulakukan demi keluargaku. “ katanya.
Aku tidak bisa berkata lagi selain menangis dan menangis. Tangisanku tidak terbendung oleh apapun. Air mata yang terus bergulir tampaknya tidak bisa dihentikan. Berusaha untuk tidak menangis adalah hal yang paling sia – sia yang kulakukan. Aku berusaha mengatakan sesuatu . Tapi tampaknya lidahku tidak bisa mengatakan satu hal pun. Seperti orang bisu dan orang yang penuh dengan kesedihan.
“ Kapan kamu kembali dik ? “ tanyaku.
“ Aku hanya kembali setahun sekali sayang. Karena itu lah aku ingin kita berpisah saja. Lebih baik kamu mencari yang lain. Kamu cantik dan masih muda“
“ Dan kapan kamu pergi dik ? “ tanyaku untuk kedua kalinya
“ Tanggal 11 bulan ini. Waktu kita sudah tidak lama lagi. Aku akan bersamamu sampai tanggal itu. Setelah tanggal itu lupakan semua kenangan tentang aku dan kita. Aku hanyalah masa lalu yang tidak penting lagi. “ katanya.
“Kamu pikir segampang itu melupakanmu ? “ tanyaku kepadanya. Aku sangat sedih dan terpukul. Membayangkan putus dengannya saja tidak pernah terlintas di benakku. Yang terlintas hanya kebahagiaan .
“ Aku tahu rin kalau tidak segampang itu. Tapi tolong berusaha lah. Aku sudah tidak kuat menahan ini semua “ jawab Dika.
Aku tidak bisa menahan semua beban ini . Aku langsung pergi meninggalkan Dika. Aku perlu menenangkan diri dan mencerna semua ini baik - baik. Aku benar – benar shock. Aku berlari sekencang – kencangnya ke kamarku. Menundukan kepala supaya tidak ada orang yang melihat kesedihanku yang mendalam ini. Kesedihan yang begitu menusuk hatiku. Meremukan hatiku sampai ke ujung – ujungnya. Aku tidak pernah sesedih ini saat ditinggalkan seorang kekasih. Tapi kali ini aku tidak tahu kenapa begitu sedih dan terpukul. Mungkin kita terlalu lama bersama sampai – sampai dia sudah jadi bayang – bayang di hidupku. Sudah menjadi bagian yang besar dalam hidupku. Melakukan semuanya bersama , pergi bersama adalah hal yang sudah tidak asing lagi bagiku. Saat dia mendekapku , ada seperti sengatan listrik yang mengalir di tubuhku. Tidak bisa bergerak dan hanya menikmatinya. Yang bisa membuat segalanya salah menjadi benar , membuat hal baik – baik saja. Hanya Dika yang bisa membuat hal itu. Tidak ada lelaki lain. Berkali – kali merajut kasih dengan seorang lelaki , membuatku putus asa untuk mencari lelaki yang baik. Semuanya hanya menyakitiku sampai aku bertemu Dika. Semuanya berjalan indah . Tidak kusangka akan berakhir setragis ini.
Mungkin aku harus mandi sekarang untuk menenangkan diri. Dengan segera aku mengambil sabun mandi dan luluranku. Ya ! Aku perlu luluran hari ini untuk menghilangkan stress. Mungkin bau aromaterapinya bisa membuat aku merasa waras lagi. Kusetel airnya supaya hangat dan aku menenggelamkan diriku pada bak mandi. Wangi aromaterapi begitu menyengat hidung. Tapi memberi sensasi yang menangkan yang luar biasa. Bisa membuat ku lupa dengan masalahku dan memanjakan indra pembau.Tidak terasa 1 jam berlalu. Aku segera mengambil handuk dan memngeringkan badanku.
“ Rin , sudah jam 6 malam . Ayo makan ,” panggil Mama.
“ Iya “ jawabku
Aku segera turun dan menuju ke meja makan.
“ Lama sekali. Tidak biasanya kamu seperti ini. Matamu juga lebam . Ada apa? Habis nangis ?” tanya mama dengan khawatir. Mama memang seperti itu. Selalu khawatir dan khawatir dan ikut campur.
“Oh , tidak ada apa – apa kok. Cuma ngantuk aja tadi “ jawabku.
Selesai makan , aku segera menuju ke kamarku dan mencoba memejamkan mata. Mencoba membayangkan apa yang akan terjadi 10 tahun lagi. Apakah aku akan menjadi perempuan yang paling kaya? Paling cantik ? Ataukah bersuami tampan? Atau tidak bersuami ? Perasaanku akan sangat teriris jika aku tidak punya seorang suami yang bisa membagi suka dan duka sampai ajal tiba. Mungkin aku harus tetap menunggu sampai 10 tahun lagi. Sampai aku dewasa dan benar – benar tahu arti hidup ini........
10 tahun kemudian.....
“Rin , kamu harus ke luar pulau . Ada usaha papamu disana. Papa akan membangun proyek baru. Jadi mama dan papa mau kamu kesana dan mengontrol semuanya, “ suruh Mama
“ Untuk apa? Kenapa harus aku ma? “ tanyaku
“ Iya , karena kamu anak pertama dan papa pikir kamu cocok untuk mengerjakan proyek ini. Proyek ini adalah proyek besar dan akan sangat bagus hasilnya jika kamu yang mengerjakan rin. Dan tidak ada pilihan untuk itu. Ini adalah sebuah tugas dan tanggung jawabmu. Mau tidak mau harus dikerjakan dan diselesaikan dengan hasil yang memuaskan. Bagaimana?” jawabnya
Aku pun tidak bisa berkata apapun selain membuka mataku dan mulutku lebar – lebar. Ini tidak bisa percaya ! Mana mungkin aku bisa mengerjakan proyek besar ? Aku hanya takut gagal. Tapi apa salahnya mencoba?
“ Ok ma , aku akan berangkat minggu depan, “
“Bagus,”
Aku menuju ke tempat duduk dan menghela nafas. Melihat – lihat rumahku membuatku mengingat masa kecilku. Di sudut rumah terpajang foto – fotoku semasa kecil. Tidak menyangka akan secepat ini. Umurku sudah 24 tahun lebih. Sudah lulus kuliah dengan predikat Master Business. Tidak terasa waktu ini berjalan. 10 tahun yang lalu, teringat jelas di otakku bahwa aku ditinggalkan oleh lelaki yang paling kucintai. Sejak itu aku tidak berpacaran. Memang banyak lelaki yang mendekatiku , tapi kutolak. Menurutku tidak ada yang sebaik Dika. Ya ya ya. Dika dan Dika. Meskipun sudah 10 tahun berlalu, Dika tetap di hatiku. Aku tidak bisa melupakannya. Aku tidah tahu mengapa. Tapi apa daya , mungkin dia sudah melupakanku dan mendapat perempuan lain. Mana tahan 10 tahun menjomblo? Atau mungkin sudah punya istri dan anak? Seperti ditusuk hatiku jika itu benar adanya. Tapi sudahlah , mungkin dia bukan jodohku. 1 minggu lagi aku harus berangkat. Aku harus menyiapkan semuanya dengan baik.
Tepat pada hari kamis , aku berangkat menuju ke bandara. Meninggalkan kota tempat aku lahir sangatlah berat. Tetapi ini adalah ujian bagiku untuk menghasilkan sesuatu. 1 jam kemudian aku sampai di Papua. Melihat penduduk asli sana ,aku takut. Kulit mereka hitam lebam tapi tidak seberapa tinggi. Tapi cukup menakutkan bagiku. Bandara di sana tidak terlalu besar.Tidak sebesar dan sebagus Soekarno – Hatta pastinya. Di sini tidak terlalu terawat. Mungkin karena orang – orang asli di sini kurang pendidikannya. Tapi aku tidak bisa berlama – lama di sini. Aku harus segera ke tempat proyek. Dengan segera aku mengambil koperku dan mencari orang yang telah disediakan untuk menjemputku.
“ Ini mbak Ririn ya ? “ tanya seorang yang berpewakan pendek dan hitam seperti orang – orang papua pada umumnya.
“Iya. Ini siapa ya? “ jawabku. Aku hanya berhati – hati. Hanya takut diculik.
“ Ayo masuk ke mobil yang telah disiapkan. Saya adalah Pak Dano. Dan saya siap untuk melayani anda kemanapun selama di Papua. “
“ Terima kasih. “
Aku segera menuju ke mobil yang ditunjung Pak Dano dan meluncur ke lokasi proyek. Di sana aku melihat banyak bahan bangunan yang telah disiapkan dan banyak pekerja yang sudah bekerja. Dan langsung aku disambut oleh kontraktor di sana
“ Ibu Dina, apa kabar ? Saya yang bertugas di sini. Silakan kalau Ibu mau melihat – lihat. Proses pembuatan proyek ini tinggal setengah lagi. Kira – kira butuh 1 setengah tahun untuk menyelesaikannya,” terang Pak Gino panjang lebar. Karena tidak seberapa mengerti , aku hanya menganggukan kepala saja.
“ Pak , saya mau ke Cafe dulu ya. Mau minum kopi. Nanti saya akan kembali,” jawabku.
“Silakan Bu. “
30 menit kemudian aku telah sampai di cafĂ© tersebut. Tiba – tiba ada orang yang menyapaku . Seorang lelaki. Aku menoleh dan tidak ! Dia sangat mirip dengan Dika. Matanya yang besar dan dagunya yang begitu lancip. Ya aku tidak akan pernah melupakan bentuk wajah seperti itu. Wajah yang akan terus tersimpan di hatiku. Yang pernah memberikan kenangan terbaik di hatiku.
“ Maaf ini siapa ya?” tanyaku.
“ Sori , aku Dika, Rin. Masih ingat kan? “ jawabnya.
“ Dika? Ada apa kamu disini ?” tanyaku kaget. Tidak kusangka benar adanya pikiranku tadi.
“ Mau beli kopi. Km?” jawabnya.
“ Sama.”
“ Kenapa kamu ada disini? “ tanyanya. Suaranya agak berat sekarang. Tapi lembut seperti dulu
“ Ada proyek orangtua yang harus kuselesaikan. Jadi terpaksa aku harus ke sini”
“Ooooooo.”
Tidak terasa sudah satu jam kita ngobrol . Aku tidak menyangka akan ketemu dengan dia lagi. Mungkin jodoh. Tapi mungkin hanya kebetulan juga.
“ Rin, kalau ada apa – apa, mungkin kamu bisa ke rumahku,” ajaknya
“ Terima kasih. Nanti akan aku usahakan” jawabku setengah kaget. Tidak menyangka aku diajak ke rumahku. Jantungku bergerak 10 kali lebih cepat dan darahku berdesir – desir.
Seminggu setelahnya , aku ke rumahnya. Rumahnya tidak terlalu besar dan tidak terlalu kecil. Banyak barang yang berserakan. Kertas dan barang – barang yang lain ada di mana – mana. Seperti cowok kebanyakan. Sungguh tidak rapi.
“ Rin , mau kubuatkan minuman? Teh atau kopi mungkin ?” tanyanya menawarkan
“ Terima kasih tapi untuk sekarang aku tidak haus kok,” jawabku dengan halus. Aku hanya tidak mau merepotkannya yang mungkin sudah kelimpungan mengurus rumahnya sendiri.
“ Bagimana kabarmu sekarang? Sudah mendapatkan lelaki baru ? “ tanyanya tersenyum.
“ Belum . Masih mau mengurus proyek dulu rencanannya.”
Padahal bukan itu alasannya. Hanya saja aku masih cinta dengannya.
Kita berbicara sampai malam .
“ Sudah malam. Aku pulang dulu ya Dik . Terima kasih telah menemaniku.”
“ Tidak apa – apa. Mungkin lain kali kita bisa bertemu lagi. “
Aku segera menuju ke mobilku dan pergi. Tidak kusangka Dika akan sebaik ini. Dia sama seperti dulu. Lembut dan sangat tenang. Sifat itulah yang membuatku jatuh cinta kepadanya. Yang membuatku tidak bisa melupakannya sampai sekarang. Sangat berkarisma dan berwibawa. Jalan pikirannya yang tidak seperti lelaki lain membuatku tergila – gila kepadanya. Dia selalu memandang dunia ini dengan cara pandangnya sendiri. Dan dia sangat rasional. Tidak suka menghambur – hamburkan uang dan menurutku sedikit kuno. Tapi itulah yang aku suka. Ya, kuno. Pertama kali aku tidak seberapa suka dengan jalan pikirannya. Tetapi dia sangat cocok untuk mengimbangi aku yang sangat kanak kekanakan.
2 bulan kemudian.....
Tidak !!!!!! Apakah ini hanya mimpi ? Dika ingin aku kembali bersamanya ! Hari ini dia mengajakku ke taman. Langit yang begitu biru dan dingin. Banyak bunga – bunga . Ada seperti lingkaran di mana ada sebuah tempat duduk untuk 2 orang. Di sekelilingnya dipasangi lilin – lilin. Dan lilin itu berbentuk lingkaran. Di tengah – tengah lingkaran itu tertulis kata “I Love You, Will u be mine?”
“ Ini apa Dik ? “ tanyaku bingung.
“ Maukah kau menjadi pacarku untuk kedua kali? Aku memang pernah menyakitimu. Maafkan aku. Aku tidak akan mejanjikan apapun kepadamu. Aku tidak tahu apa yang terjadi di masa depan, tapi aku akan melakukan apapun untuk tidak menyakiti kamu lagi. Dan aku akan meletakkan segala sesuatu untuk mu sebelum aku. Aku mencintaimu Rin,” kata Dika .
“ Kamu tahu Dik ? Aku tidak bisa melupakanmu sejak kamu meninggalkanku. Aku terus memikirkanmu. Aku sangat mencintaimu. Dan aku tidak ingin kehilanganmu untuk kedua kalinya,” jawabku.
Dika langsung melingkarkan tangannya kepadaku . Sangat erat. Aku merasakan hangat dan rasa aman di pelukannya. Rasa nyaman yang begitu aku rindukan selama ini.
“ Aku mencintaimu sekarang dan selamanya” kataku
“ Aku mencintaimu lebih dari kau mencintaiku” jawab Dika
Sekarang aku telah menemukan cinta yang telah ku cari – cari. Cinta yang akan terus tumbuh dan tidak akan pernah mati. Cinta yang akan memberi kebahagiaan untukku selama – lamanya.
“ Apa??Benarkah ? Ada apa dik ? “ Jawabku kaget.
“ Aku harus ke luar pulau sayang.”
“Ngapain dik ? Untuk apa km ke luar pulau ? Luar pulau itu gak enak banget !”
“Aku harus bekerja sayang. Aku juga gak bisa melakukan hubungan jarak jauh. Kamu bisa mencari lelaki yang lebih baik. Yang lebih baik dari aku yang meninggalkanmu. Aku tidak pantas untukmu rin. Jadi tolong , tinggalkan aku,” Jawabnya memohon. Aku lihat ke dalam matanya. Matanya nanar dan lembab. Kulihat kesedian yang mendalam di sana. Aku berusaha menemukan cintanya di sana. Dan kulihat itu. Tetapi kenapa bisa terjadi seperti ini ? Ini tidak adil Tuhan ! Sekian lama aku mencari seseorang yang pantas untuk mendampingi aku. Dan aku pikir aku telah menemukannya. Ternyata salah besar ! Kenapa aku begitu bodoh? Berpikir bahwa dia akan menjadi suamiku dan kita akan hidup bahagia selamanya. Aku benar – benar bodoh ! Bodoh , bodoh , bodoh. Dan tidak ada kata yang lebih menjelaskan tentang sifatku yang benar – benar tolol ini. Tidak bisa kutahan air mataku yang deras. Aku berusaha menahannya, tetapi percuma saja.Toh akan keluar juga.
“Tolong jangan menangis Rin. Ini demi kebaikan kita . Kalau kita jodoh ,kita akan bertemu lagi sayang. Aku mencintaimu dan sesungguhnya aku tidak rela meninggalkanmu . Tapi mungkin ini takdir sayang. Kita tidak bisa melawan kehendak Tuhan. Jadi tolong , mengertilah keadaanku. Aku sudah tidak ada pilihan lagi. Ini yang harus kulakukan demi keluargaku. “ katanya.
Aku tidak bisa berkata lagi selain menangis dan menangis. Tangisanku tidak terbendung oleh apapun. Air mata yang terus bergulir tampaknya tidak bisa dihentikan. Berusaha untuk tidak menangis adalah hal yang paling sia – sia yang kulakukan. Aku berusaha mengatakan sesuatu . Tapi tampaknya lidahku tidak bisa mengatakan satu hal pun. Seperti orang bisu dan orang yang penuh dengan kesedihan.
“ Kapan kamu kembali dik ? “ tanyaku.
“ Aku hanya kembali setahun sekali sayang. Karena itu lah aku ingin kita berpisah saja. Lebih baik kamu mencari yang lain. Kamu cantik dan masih muda“
“ Dan kapan kamu pergi dik ? “ tanyaku untuk kedua kalinya
“ Tanggal 11 bulan ini. Waktu kita sudah tidak lama lagi. Aku akan bersamamu sampai tanggal itu. Setelah tanggal itu lupakan semua kenangan tentang aku dan kita. Aku hanyalah masa lalu yang tidak penting lagi. “ katanya.
“Kamu pikir segampang itu melupakanmu ? “ tanyaku kepadanya. Aku sangat sedih dan terpukul. Membayangkan putus dengannya saja tidak pernah terlintas di benakku. Yang terlintas hanya kebahagiaan .
“ Aku tahu rin kalau tidak segampang itu. Tapi tolong berusaha lah. Aku sudah tidak kuat menahan ini semua “ jawab Dika.
Aku tidak bisa menahan semua beban ini . Aku langsung pergi meninggalkan Dika. Aku perlu menenangkan diri dan mencerna semua ini baik - baik. Aku benar – benar shock. Aku berlari sekencang – kencangnya ke kamarku. Menundukan kepala supaya tidak ada orang yang melihat kesedihanku yang mendalam ini. Kesedihan yang begitu menusuk hatiku. Meremukan hatiku sampai ke ujung – ujungnya. Aku tidak pernah sesedih ini saat ditinggalkan seorang kekasih. Tapi kali ini aku tidak tahu kenapa begitu sedih dan terpukul. Mungkin kita terlalu lama bersama sampai – sampai dia sudah jadi bayang – bayang di hidupku. Sudah menjadi bagian yang besar dalam hidupku. Melakukan semuanya bersama , pergi bersama adalah hal yang sudah tidak asing lagi bagiku. Saat dia mendekapku , ada seperti sengatan listrik yang mengalir di tubuhku. Tidak bisa bergerak dan hanya menikmatinya. Yang bisa membuat segalanya salah menjadi benar , membuat hal baik – baik saja. Hanya Dika yang bisa membuat hal itu. Tidak ada lelaki lain. Berkali – kali merajut kasih dengan seorang lelaki , membuatku putus asa untuk mencari lelaki yang baik. Semuanya hanya menyakitiku sampai aku bertemu Dika. Semuanya berjalan indah . Tidak kusangka akan berakhir setragis ini.
Mungkin aku harus mandi sekarang untuk menenangkan diri. Dengan segera aku mengambil sabun mandi dan luluranku. Ya ! Aku perlu luluran hari ini untuk menghilangkan stress. Mungkin bau aromaterapinya bisa membuat aku merasa waras lagi. Kusetel airnya supaya hangat dan aku menenggelamkan diriku pada bak mandi. Wangi aromaterapi begitu menyengat hidung. Tapi memberi sensasi yang menangkan yang luar biasa. Bisa membuat ku lupa dengan masalahku dan memanjakan indra pembau.Tidak terasa 1 jam berlalu. Aku segera mengambil handuk dan memngeringkan badanku.
“ Rin , sudah jam 6 malam . Ayo makan ,” panggil Mama.
“ Iya “ jawabku
Aku segera turun dan menuju ke meja makan.
“ Lama sekali. Tidak biasanya kamu seperti ini. Matamu juga lebam . Ada apa? Habis nangis ?” tanya mama dengan khawatir. Mama memang seperti itu. Selalu khawatir dan khawatir dan ikut campur.
“Oh , tidak ada apa – apa kok. Cuma ngantuk aja tadi “ jawabku.
Selesai makan , aku segera menuju ke kamarku dan mencoba memejamkan mata. Mencoba membayangkan apa yang akan terjadi 10 tahun lagi. Apakah aku akan menjadi perempuan yang paling kaya? Paling cantik ? Ataukah bersuami tampan? Atau tidak bersuami ? Perasaanku akan sangat teriris jika aku tidak punya seorang suami yang bisa membagi suka dan duka sampai ajal tiba. Mungkin aku harus tetap menunggu sampai 10 tahun lagi. Sampai aku dewasa dan benar – benar tahu arti hidup ini........
10 tahun kemudian.....
“Rin , kamu harus ke luar pulau . Ada usaha papamu disana. Papa akan membangun proyek baru. Jadi mama dan papa mau kamu kesana dan mengontrol semuanya, “ suruh Mama
“ Untuk apa? Kenapa harus aku ma? “ tanyaku
“ Iya , karena kamu anak pertama dan papa pikir kamu cocok untuk mengerjakan proyek ini. Proyek ini adalah proyek besar dan akan sangat bagus hasilnya jika kamu yang mengerjakan rin. Dan tidak ada pilihan untuk itu. Ini adalah sebuah tugas dan tanggung jawabmu. Mau tidak mau harus dikerjakan dan diselesaikan dengan hasil yang memuaskan. Bagaimana?” jawabnya
Aku pun tidak bisa berkata apapun selain membuka mataku dan mulutku lebar – lebar. Ini tidak bisa percaya ! Mana mungkin aku bisa mengerjakan proyek besar ? Aku hanya takut gagal. Tapi apa salahnya mencoba?
“ Ok ma , aku akan berangkat minggu depan, “
“Bagus,”
Aku menuju ke tempat duduk dan menghela nafas. Melihat – lihat rumahku membuatku mengingat masa kecilku. Di sudut rumah terpajang foto – fotoku semasa kecil. Tidak menyangka akan secepat ini. Umurku sudah 24 tahun lebih. Sudah lulus kuliah dengan predikat Master Business. Tidak terasa waktu ini berjalan. 10 tahun yang lalu, teringat jelas di otakku bahwa aku ditinggalkan oleh lelaki yang paling kucintai. Sejak itu aku tidak berpacaran. Memang banyak lelaki yang mendekatiku , tapi kutolak. Menurutku tidak ada yang sebaik Dika. Ya ya ya. Dika dan Dika. Meskipun sudah 10 tahun berlalu, Dika tetap di hatiku. Aku tidak bisa melupakannya. Aku tidah tahu mengapa. Tapi apa daya , mungkin dia sudah melupakanku dan mendapat perempuan lain. Mana tahan 10 tahun menjomblo? Atau mungkin sudah punya istri dan anak? Seperti ditusuk hatiku jika itu benar adanya. Tapi sudahlah , mungkin dia bukan jodohku. 1 minggu lagi aku harus berangkat. Aku harus menyiapkan semuanya dengan baik.
Tepat pada hari kamis , aku berangkat menuju ke bandara. Meninggalkan kota tempat aku lahir sangatlah berat. Tetapi ini adalah ujian bagiku untuk menghasilkan sesuatu. 1 jam kemudian aku sampai di Papua. Melihat penduduk asli sana ,aku takut. Kulit mereka hitam lebam tapi tidak seberapa tinggi. Tapi cukup menakutkan bagiku. Bandara di sana tidak terlalu besar.Tidak sebesar dan sebagus Soekarno – Hatta pastinya. Di sini tidak terlalu terawat. Mungkin karena orang – orang asli di sini kurang pendidikannya. Tapi aku tidak bisa berlama – lama di sini. Aku harus segera ke tempat proyek. Dengan segera aku mengambil koperku dan mencari orang yang telah disediakan untuk menjemputku.
“ Ini mbak Ririn ya ? “ tanya seorang yang berpewakan pendek dan hitam seperti orang – orang papua pada umumnya.
“Iya. Ini siapa ya? “ jawabku. Aku hanya berhati – hati. Hanya takut diculik.
“ Ayo masuk ke mobil yang telah disiapkan. Saya adalah Pak Dano. Dan saya siap untuk melayani anda kemanapun selama di Papua. “
“ Terima kasih. “
Aku segera menuju ke mobil yang ditunjung Pak Dano dan meluncur ke lokasi proyek. Di sana aku melihat banyak bahan bangunan yang telah disiapkan dan banyak pekerja yang sudah bekerja. Dan langsung aku disambut oleh kontraktor di sana
“ Ibu Dina, apa kabar ? Saya yang bertugas di sini. Silakan kalau Ibu mau melihat – lihat. Proses pembuatan proyek ini tinggal setengah lagi. Kira – kira butuh 1 setengah tahun untuk menyelesaikannya,” terang Pak Gino panjang lebar. Karena tidak seberapa mengerti , aku hanya menganggukan kepala saja.
“ Pak , saya mau ke Cafe dulu ya. Mau minum kopi. Nanti saya akan kembali,” jawabku.
“Silakan Bu. “
30 menit kemudian aku telah sampai di cafĂ© tersebut. Tiba – tiba ada orang yang menyapaku . Seorang lelaki. Aku menoleh dan tidak ! Dia sangat mirip dengan Dika. Matanya yang besar dan dagunya yang begitu lancip. Ya aku tidak akan pernah melupakan bentuk wajah seperti itu. Wajah yang akan terus tersimpan di hatiku. Yang pernah memberikan kenangan terbaik di hatiku.
“ Maaf ini siapa ya?” tanyaku.
“ Sori , aku Dika, Rin. Masih ingat kan? “ jawabnya.
“ Dika? Ada apa kamu disini ?” tanyaku kaget. Tidak kusangka benar adanya pikiranku tadi.
“ Mau beli kopi. Km?” jawabnya.
“ Sama.”
“ Kenapa kamu ada disini? “ tanyanya. Suaranya agak berat sekarang. Tapi lembut seperti dulu
“ Ada proyek orangtua yang harus kuselesaikan. Jadi terpaksa aku harus ke sini”
“Ooooooo.”
Tidak terasa sudah satu jam kita ngobrol . Aku tidak menyangka akan ketemu dengan dia lagi. Mungkin jodoh. Tapi mungkin hanya kebetulan juga.
“ Rin, kalau ada apa – apa, mungkin kamu bisa ke rumahku,” ajaknya
“ Terima kasih. Nanti akan aku usahakan” jawabku setengah kaget. Tidak menyangka aku diajak ke rumahku. Jantungku bergerak 10 kali lebih cepat dan darahku berdesir – desir.
Seminggu setelahnya , aku ke rumahnya. Rumahnya tidak terlalu besar dan tidak terlalu kecil. Banyak barang yang berserakan. Kertas dan barang – barang yang lain ada di mana – mana. Seperti cowok kebanyakan. Sungguh tidak rapi.
“ Rin , mau kubuatkan minuman? Teh atau kopi mungkin ?” tanyanya menawarkan
“ Terima kasih tapi untuk sekarang aku tidak haus kok,” jawabku dengan halus. Aku hanya tidak mau merepotkannya yang mungkin sudah kelimpungan mengurus rumahnya sendiri.
“ Bagimana kabarmu sekarang? Sudah mendapatkan lelaki baru ? “ tanyanya tersenyum.
“ Belum . Masih mau mengurus proyek dulu rencanannya.”
Padahal bukan itu alasannya. Hanya saja aku masih cinta dengannya.
Kita berbicara sampai malam .
“ Sudah malam. Aku pulang dulu ya Dik . Terima kasih telah menemaniku.”
“ Tidak apa – apa. Mungkin lain kali kita bisa bertemu lagi. “
Aku segera menuju ke mobilku dan pergi. Tidak kusangka Dika akan sebaik ini. Dia sama seperti dulu. Lembut dan sangat tenang. Sifat itulah yang membuatku jatuh cinta kepadanya. Yang membuatku tidak bisa melupakannya sampai sekarang. Sangat berkarisma dan berwibawa. Jalan pikirannya yang tidak seperti lelaki lain membuatku tergila – gila kepadanya. Dia selalu memandang dunia ini dengan cara pandangnya sendiri. Dan dia sangat rasional. Tidak suka menghambur – hamburkan uang dan menurutku sedikit kuno. Tapi itulah yang aku suka. Ya, kuno. Pertama kali aku tidak seberapa suka dengan jalan pikirannya. Tetapi dia sangat cocok untuk mengimbangi aku yang sangat kanak kekanakan.
2 bulan kemudian.....
Tidak !!!!!! Apakah ini hanya mimpi ? Dika ingin aku kembali bersamanya ! Hari ini dia mengajakku ke taman. Langit yang begitu biru dan dingin. Banyak bunga – bunga . Ada seperti lingkaran di mana ada sebuah tempat duduk untuk 2 orang. Di sekelilingnya dipasangi lilin – lilin. Dan lilin itu berbentuk lingkaran. Di tengah – tengah lingkaran itu tertulis kata “I Love You, Will u be mine?”
“ Ini apa Dik ? “ tanyaku bingung.
“ Maukah kau menjadi pacarku untuk kedua kali? Aku memang pernah menyakitimu. Maafkan aku. Aku tidak akan mejanjikan apapun kepadamu. Aku tidak tahu apa yang terjadi di masa depan, tapi aku akan melakukan apapun untuk tidak menyakiti kamu lagi. Dan aku akan meletakkan segala sesuatu untuk mu sebelum aku. Aku mencintaimu Rin,” kata Dika .
“ Kamu tahu Dik ? Aku tidak bisa melupakanmu sejak kamu meninggalkanku. Aku terus memikirkanmu. Aku sangat mencintaimu. Dan aku tidak ingin kehilanganmu untuk kedua kalinya,” jawabku.
Dika langsung melingkarkan tangannya kepadaku . Sangat erat. Aku merasakan hangat dan rasa aman di pelukannya. Rasa nyaman yang begitu aku rindukan selama ini.
“ Aku mencintaimu sekarang dan selamanya” kataku
“ Aku mencintaimu lebih dari kau mencintaiku” jawab Dika
Sekarang aku telah menemukan cinta yang telah ku cari – cari. Cinta yang akan terus tumbuh dan tidak akan pernah mati. Cinta yang akan memberi kebahagiaan untukku selama – lamanya.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
The Veronicas - Untouched Lyric
Such an old song, but it represent me much when i'm falling inlove...xoxo tiffany.
go ooh ooh, you go ah ah
lalalalalalalala
I can't lie lie lie lie lie lie
I wanna wanna wanna get get get what I want
Don't stop
Give me give me give me what you got got
Cause I can't wait wait wait any more more more more
Don't even talk about the consequence
Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me
And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think think
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye (bye bye bye)
I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you
Untouched
And I need you so much
See you, breathe you, I want to be you
Alalalala alalalala
You can take take take take take time time
To live live the way you gotta gotta live your life
Give me give me give me all of you you
Don't be scared
I'll see you through the loneliness of one more more more
Don't even think about what's right or wrong, wrong or right
'Cause in the end it's only you and me and no one else is gonna be around
To answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today
You've still got me to hold you up up
And I will never let you down (down)
I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you
Untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched
Alalalala alalalala
Untouched
Alalalala alalalala
I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you
I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you
Untouched, untouched, untouched
go ooh ooh, you go ah ah
lalalalalalalala
I can't lie lie lie lie lie lie
I wanna wanna wanna get get get what I want
Don't stop
Give me give me give me what you got got
Cause I can't wait wait wait any more more more more
Don't even talk about the consequence
Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me
And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think think
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye (bye bye bye)
I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you
Untouched
And I need you so much
See you, breathe you, I want to be you
Alalalala alalalala
You can take take take take take time time
To live live the way you gotta gotta live your life
Give me give me give me all of you you
Don't be scared
I'll see you through the loneliness of one more more more
Don't even think about what's right or wrong, wrong or right
'Cause in the end it's only you and me and no one else is gonna be around
To answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today
You've still got me to hold you up up
And I will never let you down (down)
I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you
Untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched
Alalalala alalalala
Untouched
Alalalala alalalala
I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you
I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you
Untouched, untouched, untouched
Monday, July 19, 2010
Kadang – kadang semua menyakitkan. We cant control it. Dan sangat tidak adil ketika kita melihat orang lain bahagia sedangkan kamu tidak. Dan parahnya lagi ketika kita tidak tahu dosa kita apa. Apakah dikutuk oleh semacam kutukan nenek sihir or what ? Ataukah itu semuanya hanya takdir yang telah ditetapkan Tuhan. Cinta itu tidak bisa di prediksi.Dan menurut pengalamanku,cinta itu dipaksakan. Kadang - kadag jika kita menyukai seseorang , kita bisa menjadi sangat agresif.Tetapi saat kita tidak suka dengan orang tersebut, cinta itu datang dengan sendirinya.Tidak perlu diupayakan sama sekali. Tapi memang sangat menyakitkan ketika kita bertemu dengan orang - orang yang perfect tetapi harus berakhir di tengah waktu yang sangat singkat. Well time is so fast right? But cinta akan terus di sana , tidak lekang oleh waktu.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
1 Year Ago Is Like Yesterday
Enggak terasa udah 1 tahun kematian Michael Jackson. Aku ngerasa kayak baru kemarin itu terjadi. Bangun pagi - pagi dengan perasaan yang super kaget karena mendengar berita tersebut. Ngeliat internet dengan persaan yang unbelieveble. Well mungkin terasa konyol , aku mikir kayak gini " mana mungkin superstar bisa mati?!".Mungkin itu pertanyaan terkonyol coz menurut kalian semua orang bisa mati kan? Tapi tidak untuk aku. Yang ada di benakku "punya uang banyak , punya neverland koq bisa mati?" Jujur, aku suka sama michael jackson. He is our rockstar guys. We live in his music.We grow in his music. He is our inspiration. Dan kita semua sangat terpukul . But thats destiny. Thats life. Dan saat kita merenung mengingat- ingat bahwa hari ini adalah hari satu tahun kita melakukan hal yang berani atau hal- hal nekat.Kita seharusnya berpikir " Wow i'm so fabulous !" Meingat - ingat bahwa mungkin hari ini adalah hari yang bersejarah. Karena satu tahun lalu (mungkin) kita mengalami abusive dri pacar atau orang terdekat. Pelecehan , dll. Dan mungkin kita juga tidak percaya dengan kita sendiri karena kita bisa hidup sampai sekarang.Masih bisa tersenyum,masih bisa beraktivitas. U know what guys ? We are great ! Kita hebat ! Honestly , aku juga bukan orang yang bersih . Setahun yang lalu , aku juga mengalami hari - hari yang buruk. Hari yang membuatku putus asa. Yang aku pikir bisa membuatku bunuh diri. But look at me now ! I'm alive ! And i'm happy. Dan aku gak pernah menyesal dengan apa pun yang aku lakukan. Karena u know what?nothing to regret ! Apa pun yang terjadi di hidup kita, itu adalah jalan hidup.Itu sudah terjadi, tidak ada yg bisa kita perbuat.Yang bisa kita lakukan adalah menatap utk masa depan and dont ever look back. Its useless baby. Jangan pernah menyesali apapun yang sudah diputuskan.Karena itu sudah terjadi.Kalau kamu pikir kamu akan bunuh diri tahun lalu, liat kamu sekarang! Kamu bisa tetap hidup kok. Believe me life is fast. 1 year is like yesterday. Hidup itu gak kerasa. Time is very fast. The most valuable thing that i've learn in life is nothing to regret. Karena apa? Karena tidak ada yang perlu disesali !
With Love
Tiffany
With Love
Tiffany
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Some PLANS
Hey Gurls ! I'm back with of course SOME PLANS.Well i've seen many "call girls" in our enviroment.Maybe some people think that that kind of girl is just in the some area.BUT i've found that kind of "bitch but still amazing" in all area.They dont look like a bitch.They still looks like A GOOD GIRL.But They dont.They just the same with the bitch.Why u dont know this?Because they are unpaid by a man that have called them.They just free bitch. Because of that , people cant realize that is just a small trafficking in our enviroment.People dont know but they still hanging around in our areas.Maybe they are our daughter,our friend ,our girlfriend,or whatever. U wanna know about this more? Still stay tuned guys ! i will give u some interview with that those girls ! Send your questions by comment this entry ! Thank You
xxx
xxx
Saturday, April 17, 2010
SHOES TRENDS FOR SUMMER 2010
Some of big desainer will be able to satisfy their costumer for this summer . The model is varied and they paid attention much to details.The heels are back - this time they are sky-high and include fringes, feathers, tassels, ruffles and cut-outs. Trends for summer is gladiator , woven and booties. Yes the gladiator is back again with more straps and glamorous than ever. The main material for this fantastic shoes is crocodile and snake skins. The main color is natural color and colorful color such as white, beige, ecru, yellow, orange, coral, green, turquoise, red, fuchsia, brown. 







Make up trends summer 2010
As in previous season , and during this summer the most important makeup rule is the perfect base. And in this season we can avoid hard make up that can make a heavy eyes. Because in this season is all about prom make up and natural make up. The fashion trends make necessary the thick and dark eyebrows with a very bright and gentle eye makeup. And the color that we choose is gold , coral and turquoise.We can have smoky eyes gray , blue and purple. As this summer will have prom night. So the girls will be very glamorous. For those who wants to become glamorous, they must choose their color and their model according to their personality. Sometimes young girl thinks that heavy make up is very good but we recomended you to have colorful make up. Their make up must reflect yourself and the theme of the celebrations. An important accent and additional accessory to the prom makeup are fake eyelashes that make your eye bigger and wider And for the gloss u can choose a glossy color that can make your lips more glossy and juicy. Let's avoid dark color such as black. They can make you look aged. And dont forget of our inner beauty too. This can help you to reflect yourself




Sunday, April 11, 2010
Sexy In Guy Eyes
Many girls think that being sexy in guy eyes is being like Jayde Nicole, Megan Fox, Angelina Jolie , etc. But wait ! Thats not true ! There are many ways to being sexy.
1. Be Your Self. Well i know that is very hard but if u being true to other people and your self, boys will think that u are sexy. Coz its your self. People will know the real you.
2. Confident. After being your self, just be confident. Believe your self that u are beautiful and all guy in the whole world wants you! Just stupid guy that dumped you. Lol
3. Knew your own body. I know its hard but try it. Try to know your sexy body more ! Explore your own body. Like i said that the most important things to being sexy is not to open all your clothes but to know how to explore your own body.
That 3 tips is the important things to do if u wanna be the real sexy bitches. I sure that all girls in this whole world was born to being sexy. None of you is bad. Believe your self that u are special that u was born to being crazycats.
With Love,
Tiffany
Being sexy is not to open all your clothes but to know how to explore your own body,-Tiffany Halim
1. Be Your Self. Well i know that is very hard but if u being true to other people and your self, boys will think that u are sexy. Coz its your self. People will know the real you.
2. Confident. After being your self, just be confident. Believe your self that u are beautiful and all guy in the whole world wants you! Just stupid guy that dumped you. Lol
3. Knew your own body. I know its hard but try it. Try to know your sexy body more ! Explore your own body. Like i said that the most important things to being sexy is not to open all your clothes but to know how to explore your own body.
That 3 tips is the important things to do if u wanna be the real sexy bitches. I sure that all girls in this whole world was born to being sexy. None of you is bad. Believe your self that u are special that u was born to being crazycats.
With Love,
Tiffany
Being sexy is not to open all your clothes but to know how to explore your own body,-Tiffany Halim
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Gay and Lesbian
Love? What some people think about love? Every person have different opinion of love.Maybe some people think that we must have marriage with same skins,same religion, or same age. But how about the same sex? What do u think? This is a topic that i wanna discuss with my bitches. Well , honestly,i'm not reaally a real girl.I dream that i can have a date a girl.And its gonna be interesting when u dated same sex.And i cant tell this to my friends because i'm afraid that they will punish me for this.But right now i think that why we should be punish for being true to others and ourselves? And i think that reject gay or lesbian is the same as like you refuse the sun and God. How fool is that? We look like a stupid people.And every gay or lesbian that wanna get married,we always banning them and have criticize them. If u think that we must marry person that have same religion , and etc, is the same as u preventing love.Love doesnt know age,doesnt know religion, and same sex.For me,its normal to have gay wedding.Why we cant move from "old tradision" to modern tradision"?Why we always think that gay is a not normal thing and against religion? Its so silly. And maybe some argue is about they cant have children.So for what they have marriage? Is the same like some couple that have some disable for having children.Example if the girl is barren or they are too old.Of course they cant have children.And will we rip their wedding ? Omg..how silly is that! Its their right to have children or not.Not us.Some another argues is about religion. I dont know why people always interfere other people privacy.Its their choice to be a gay.For me, life is a choice.If u feel its right ,then go on.Be true to yourself. And i believe that Jesus wont hate gay and lesbian. Jesus will hug them for who they are and for being true to themselves.And another argue that gay and lesbian's enviroment is not good to raise children.But excuse me.Dont we think that couple that abuse children in front of them?Is that?Of course not.So Its not true that gay is bad or jerk. Sometimes gay is better than the straight. And for me, we must appreciate this differences in this world.But after all this we must know that if we treat every issue like this,all of this shits wont be finished. We all different and always have haters and lovers.But we must still be true to ourselves and others and win the good fight. Thank you! Give me some feedback! XoXo
TiffyBoo
TiffyBoo
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
I'm a Fucker and Real Bitch
About A Real Bitch. Sometimes people doesnt know me much. They think that they know but they dont. Why i said that i'm a fucker? Coz i am. I'm like an expensive bitch and buy all that i want. I dont believe in love because love is just another lies.Why stupid bitch believe in love?Love doesnt exist! Our life is just a short time,and just do what u want.Dont care about other bitch said.They are just STUPID FUCKER.Dont wasting your time by thinking all crap.Partying make your crazy and thats good.And doing sex make you feel better.If you are a gay just tell it to the people around the world.Dont be afraid of what u saying of what u thinking.Because life is just a stupid game and its not fair.Dont afraid to break the rules. If u want to do something , just do it. Just said to bad bitches to stop bothering you and back off.If u want to kill somone just kill it.Kill it if you are a real bitch.If u want to do sexy sex,do 1000 sex with 10000 man.Being sexy is not to open all of your clothes but to know how to explore your own body.A bitch that is sexy doesnt need to open her clother but she must know the best thing in her body.And open that.A real bitch will show who she is.She wont be too shy to show her body.Wanna be a real bitch ? U must try all that i wrote.And thats fucking right.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Broken Heart? Check This ! (For Bitches Only )
Kadang – kadang kita merasa tidak beharga saat kita sedang patah hati. Tetapi kita harus tahu bahwa hidup ini akan tetap berjalan tidak peduli apa pun yang sedang terjadi. Waktu akan tetap berjalan. Itu yang harus kita ketahui. Tidak peduli berapa banyak air mata yang kita keluarkan, kita harus tetap bisa bertahan. Itu hidup. Dan masalah tidak akan berhenti mendatangi kita. Kita tidak boleh kalah dengan masalah. Tetapi kita harus menang . Tidak peduli saat kita mencintai seseorang dan orang itu meninggalkan kita dengan banyak alsan. Jika kita mau berusaha untuk membuat hidup baru dan melihat sekeliling kita , kita akan bisa melupakan semua hal yang tidak enak ini.Ada hal - hal yang perlu kita lakukan sebelum itu. Ini adalah beberapa hal yang mungkin harus kita lakukan
1. Menangislah Sepuasnya. Well , ini memang sedikit konyol.Tetapi dengan menangis sepuasnya kita akan merasa lega dan siap bangkit. Tapi jangan menangis terus , karena akan banyak hal yang perlu dilakukan selain menangis. Dan anda harus tahu bahwa menangis tidak akan mengembalikan waktu. Jadi tidak berguna menangis terlalu lama , tetapi itu perlu untuk menuangkan perasaan anda.
2. Lihalah ke cermin dan tersenyumlah. Setelah kita menangis, mata kita akan sedikit merah , tentu saja jangan sampai orang - orang di sekitar kita binggung dengan kita.Jika kita ingin bangkit lagi, lihatlah ke cermin dan tersenyumlah. Yakinkan diri anda sendiri bahwa anda bisa hidup tanpa sang mantan. Anda cantik , anda punya potensi, anda punya bakat, dan percayalah bahwa ada seseorang di luar sana yang sedang menunggu anda. Just believe it.
3. Lakukan hal yang kalian suka. Jika anda menyukai hal - hal yang baru , gila ,dan menantang. Lakukan lah ! Jangan pernah pedulikan kata - kata orang pada saat itu. Just do what you want. And be happy.Nikmati saat - saat itu. Lupakan masalah - masalah anda untuk sejenak.Tapi bukan berati anda bisa lari dari masalah tetapi ini hanya untuk me refresh pikiran anda dan mungkin untuk mencari pasangan baru atau menjalani baru tanpa kekasih yang anda cintai
4. Kembali ke masalah yang sebenarnya dan lihatlah sekeliling anda. Well , untuk sebagian orang , setelah bergembira dan mengingat hal - hal yang indah bersama dia tetapi kenyataannya dia sudah meninggalkan anda memang menyakitkan. Tetapi wake up! Face it ! Lihatlah sekeliling anda.Mungkin kebun di rumah anda , keluarga anda , binatang peliharaan, teman - teman anda.Semua itu membutuhkan anda.Anda masih diperlukan di dunia ini ! So jangan pernah menyerah. Bangun hidup yang baru dan tunjukan kepada orang yang mungkin telah menyakiti anda dalam hal cinta bahwa anda bisa hidup tanpa dia.
5. Cari pasangan baru atau memulai rutinitas. Mungkin untuk sebagian wanita , mencari pasangan baru akan lebih baik untuk melupakan yang lama.Dengan itu , kita bisa lebih kuat dan mempunyai harapan yang baru.Tetapi jika anda mau untuk "istirahat" dulu, mungkin anda bisa memulai rutinitas yang biasa dilakukan untuk membuat anda bahagia dan merasa bahwa hidup ini tidak cuma untuk cinta tetapi ada banyak hal lain yang bisa dilakukan.Keluarkan semua potensimu dan kejarlah mimpimu.Tunjukan pada dunia bahwa kau bisa !
Semoga tips - tips ini bisa membantu jika ada yang patah hati. Tidak peduli berapa sakitnya anda,tetapi anda harus tahu bahwa itu sudah terjadi dan tidak bisa diulang.Mengingat- ingat hal yang lalu hanya membuang waktu saja.So useless.Just move on and face it !Thats the best way.
1. Menangislah Sepuasnya. Well , ini memang sedikit konyol.Tetapi dengan menangis sepuasnya kita akan merasa lega dan siap bangkit. Tapi jangan menangis terus , karena akan banyak hal yang perlu dilakukan selain menangis. Dan anda harus tahu bahwa menangis tidak akan mengembalikan waktu. Jadi tidak berguna menangis terlalu lama , tetapi itu perlu untuk menuangkan perasaan anda.
2. Lihalah ke cermin dan tersenyumlah. Setelah kita menangis, mata kita akan sedikit merah , tentu saja jangan sampai orang - orang di sekitar kita binggung dengan kita.Jika kita ingin bangkit lagi, lihatlah ke cermin dan tersenyumlah. Yakinkan diri anda sendiri bahwa anda bisa hidup tanpa sang mantan. Anda cantik , anda punya potensi, anda punya bakat, dan percayalah bahwa ada seseorang di luar sana yang sedang menunggu anda. Just believe it.
3. Lakukan hal yang kalian suka. Jika anda menyukai hal - hal yang baru , gila ,dan menantang. Lakukan lah ! Jangan pernah pedulikan kata - kata orang pada saat itu. Just do what you want. And be happy.Nikmati saat - saat itu. Lupakan masalah - masalah anda untuk sejenak.Tapi bukan berati anda bisa lari dari masalah tetapi ini hanya untuk me refresh pikiran anda dan mungkin untuk mencari pasangan baru atau menjalani baru tanpa kekasih yang anda cintai
4. Kembali ke masalah yang sebenarnya dan lihatlah sekeliling anda. Well , untuk sebagian orang , setelah bergembira dan mengingat hal - hal yang indah bersama dia tetapi kenyataannya dia sudah meninggalkan anda memang menyakitkan. Tetapi wake up! Face it ! Lihatlah sekeliling anda.Mungkin kebun di rumah anda , keluarga anda , binatang peliharaan, teman - teman anda.Semua itu membutuhkan anda.Anda masih diperlukan di dunia ini ! So jangan pernah menyerah. Bangun hidup yang baru dan tunjukan kepada orang yang mungkin telah menyakiti anda dalam hal cinta bahwa anda bisa hidup tanpa dia.
5. Cari pasangan baru atau memulai rutinitas. Mungkin untuk sebagian wanita , mencari pasangan baru akan lebih baik untuk melupakan yang lama.Dengan itu , kita bisa lebih kuat dan mempunyai harapan yang baru.Tetapi jika anda mau untuk "istirahat" dulu, mungkin anda bisa memulai rutinitas yang biasa dilakukan untuk membuat anda bahagia dan merasa bahwa hidup ini tidak cuma untuk cinta tetapi ada banyak hal lain yang bisa dilakukan.Keluarkan semua potensimu dan kejarlah mimpimu.Tunjukan pada dunia bahwa kau bisa !
Semoga tips - tips ini bisa membantu jika ada yang patah hati. Tidak peduli berapa sakitnya anda,tetapi anda harus tahu bahwa itu sudah terjadi dan tidak bisa diulang.Mengingat- ingat hal yang lalu hanya membuang waktu saja.So useless.Just move on and face it !Thats the best way.
BLA BLA BLA !
Bitches ! TiffyBoo is back. I'm sick for this several days but i'm back for u ! Lets get our ass to hit that chit chat. Everything goings wrong and unpredictable. I meet some bad bitches and this week became so bad. All goings wrong and i think that this is not the real me. A bitch just hit me by his swagga , and thats me going really mad. And i dont really understand why some bad and ugly slut still bothering me. I dont know my fault that i have done. And they doesnt want to tell me . How do i know then? I know that some people think that im crazy but they dont know that i do that coz i love them so much. Sometimes ,i just cant control my self and i'm sorry for that.But that doesnt mean that u can dumped me without any good reasons. U dont know how much i love you. U dont know. And you never know. And u dont know that your words hurt me so much.Hurt my heart. U dont know how many tears that i given to you. U dont know that how many time i remember u and i miss u so much. u never know ! Today i'm very dissapointed because of him , he said that he regret to know me . I dont understand why. And why all this shit happen. Every i love someone, they never know how much i love them. I know that i'm a bitch and slut.all of you can think bad and shit ass about me. But all of you must know that i needs someone that love me and live happily ever after.I just want i'm happy . Just that.Nothing more.I dont need money , i dont need car. Because all of that can comes and go. I know that. But i need Love. Love is Life. But why love always comes and go ? Why all people in this whole world dont understand me? I dont understand ! just tell me why ! i wanna go to the hell right now. I cant believe until today that all good things already gone. And i must face the reality. I cant believe this. I hope that someone read this for me. I hope a bitch understand me and my feelings. I'm sorry for those things that i have done . Sometimes i just cant control my ass. But i dont wanna cry , i want to move on !
Friday, March 26, 2010
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Fashion Blog
Hey Bitches ! This is some special news ! I decided to make this blog to a fashion blog and lil bit random blog. Just view view it ! and make it fucking tastic . Bitch always deserve bests. Mwah.
Xoxo
Tiffany Halim
Xoxo
Tiffany Halim
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Special : Talking To Ms.Hilton
Hey Guys. Well i've been asking some questions to Paris Hilton. She is american socialite, heiress, media personality, model, singer, author, fashion designer and actress. She is really nice girl and down to earth. And i'm really a huge fan of her. I dont understand why sometimes people dont like her and think that she is bad. I think that she is very beautiful and smart. I talked to her on Bebo. And she is the best girl that i ever know ! I think she also have a big heart and have a great fashion. Every clothes that she wear are very preety and suit for her. She know what the best for herself.She is very beautiful in every photo in magazines, internet.



This are some questions that i already asked to her
What Project are you going to do soon or later ?
So many, I've been working on hair proudcts now.
Beside singing , what other hobby do u like ??
Hockey
In your opinion , what kind of person are you?
I'm a really sweet person. People think I'm airhead. and a millionaire with no feelings but that's not true at all. I love helping poor people and meeting my fans. I'm really nice. It's just the rumors who make me look bad.
Who are your bestfriend in your life time?
Nicole Richie We've been friends snice were 4 years old.
What part of job that you hate when you became celebrity ?
Paparazzi, Rumors which It used to annoy me, when I was a teenager back then.
What is your most precious experience in your life?
Alot.
What do u think when people think bad thing about you?
I have alot of haters. I'm a girl with a big heart. People hurt my feelings, when they ask me mean questions about myself. People used to call me mean things when I was young..
What are your favorite branded items ?
I love Coco Chanel.
Hows your feeling when people think a bad thing about u ?
I have alot of fans and haters.
My fans always keep me strong. and they never let me down.
How clothes that u have?
So many, I can't count all of them like 1,000,000.
. When u want to get married?
Only God knows. Whenever Doug proposes to me.
How you can get so many attention ?
By just being yourself!
Why u want to be singer too ?
Because I wanted to be a singer, snice, I was young!
What is your favorite country ?
Paris,Dubai,London so many!
For you, what the meaning of "sexy"?
It's a girl, who is a powerful person!
What your favorite foods?
Salad, Chicken, Chips.
How to keep your body still slim?
Working out.
Tell Me about your family
I love my family! speically my mom. :) I can't live without my family. I truely love them
This are some questions that i've already asked. Paris Hilton Is Very good ! I Love Her So Much
XOXO



This are some questions that i already asked to her
What Project are you going to do soon or later ?
So many, I've been working on hair proudcts now.
Beside singing , what other hobby do u like ??
Hockey
In your opinion , what kind of person are you?
I'm a really sweet person. People think I'm airhead. and a millionaire with no feelings but that's not true at all. I love helping poor people and meeting my fans. I'm really nice. It's just the rumors who make me look bad.
Who are your bestfriend in your life time?
Nicole Richie We've been friends snice were 4 years old.
What part of job that you hate when you became celebrity ?
Paparazzi, Rumors which It used to annoy me, when I was a teenager back then.
What is your most precious experience in your life?
Alot.
What do u think when people think bad thing about you?
I have alot of haters. I'm a girl with a big heart. People hurt my feelings, when they ask me mean questions about myself. People used to call me mean things when I was young..
What are your favorite branded items ?
I love Coco Chanel.
Hows your feeling when people think a bad thing about u ?
I have alot of fans and haters.
My fans always keep me strong. and they never let me down.
How clothes that u have?
So many, I can't count all of them like 1,000,000.
. When u want to get married?
Only God knows. Whenever Doug proposes to me.
How you can get so many attention ?
By just being yourself!
Why u want to be singer too ?
Because I wanted to be a singer, snice, I was young!
What is your favorite country ?
Paris,Dubai,London so many!
For you, what the meaning of "sexy"?
It's a girl, who is a powerful person!
What your favorite foods?
Salad, Chicken, Chips.
How to keep your body still slim?
Working out.
Tell Me about your family
I love my family! speically my mom. :) I can't live without my family. I truely love them
This are some questions that i've already asked. Paris Hilton Is Very good ! I Love Her So Much
XOXO
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Break Up
Hey My Cheries ! I'm so sad right now. Well i'm break up and things go bad. I dont know what happen today and i still couldnt understand why all this happen to me and why today? i thought that today would be a great day and amazing day. But i'm wrong. ! I cannot come back to my past and see what happen to me and right now, the same thing go over again. I'm not a wise woman maybe i'm a stupid woman. But i dont know why im so inlove with him. I'm very shock right now and my brain cannot work clearly. I'm like a stupid alien right now. Coz i dont know what bad things happen to me over and over again. This a big shit !. Years ago , someone told me that i should take caution when its comes to love , and i didnt. I really need someone to help me right now. A monster must help me right now. I really overwhelmed. Somebody help me with this all shit love. One day my friend said that nothing last forever and she doesnt believe in love. Well in my heart, i think that my friend is stupid coz she said that. But i right now i think that is true. Nothing LAST forever in this world. And i wont believe in love again. But why a guy always hurt my heart and dont know how much i love him ? This makes me hurt. Very Hurt. I know that i'm a bitch. A slut. Or whatever u can call me. But in the last, my monsters should know that i'm just a girl. An ordinary girl. Not a super sexy slut that just needs money and doesnt need everything else. And everyone think that he or she can makes my heart broken like pieces. Sometimes i know that things go wrong and i cant controlled. Sometimes i being unpredictable and really annoying. But this is me. I smile in the outside but i cry in the inside . I'm sorry because sometimes people have problems just because of me. I'm really sorry but i dont mean like that. Why all people in this whole world can have a great life but i'm not? And great love. Some people doesnt know me . Doesnt know my past life . Sometimes i cant tell people what i want but i just can tell it from a book or song. I cant write song but some song represent me so much. People don't know that i cried everyday and dont know what happened. Some of your words hurt me so much. I hate when people just judge but they dont know me. And right now i wanna have a new life and forget all things that already happened. I dont know. I really need someone right now. But this blog really help me. Thanks for reading mon' cherie.
With All My Love,
Tiffany HalimXx
With All My Love,
Tiffany HalimXx
Friday, March 12, 2010
Official Bebo Now On My Page !
Hey My Bitches ! Thanks for viewing this page. Right now, i already post my official bebo to my page. So maybe i'm so rare go to this page coz i'm very busy . If u want talk to me , just mail me on bebo. Have some problems? Talk to me and i will solve your problems soon ! mail me at: talktotiffyboo@hotmail.com . Now !
With Love
Tiffany HalimXx
With Love
Tiffany HalimXx
Monday, March 1, 2010
Sexy Songs
Hey My Bitches ! How are you all ? TiffyBoo missing her bitches so much ! And right now she thinks that she needs to update this blog sexier. So what do u think girl ? Agree or not? Of course good bitches must agree !She thinks to add some features like this :
1. TiffyBoo's Fashion
2. New Hot Gossip (This will be sexy !)
3. Some Interview
4. New Song Lyric
But well MyLil Tiff must know that Tiffy is very busy. She cant update this all shit in the same time. So she needs a sexy fucker to update this page too. But she needs a sexy and great bitch not a bad bitch. So if u want to be TiffyBoo's fire boy , u need to email me to princess021indo@hotmail.com . And she will think about this. But she doesnt like a bitch that like to interven her life. So she needs a bitch that know her very much and understand her lol. Not a bitch that so obsessed with her. Thanks for reading this shit ! TiffyBoo Love Her Bitches ! Mwahh
With Love
Tiffany HalimXx
1. TiffyBoo's Fashion
2. New Hot Gossip (This will be sexy !)
3. Some Interview
4. New Song Lyric
But well MyLil Tiff must know that Tiffy is very busy. She cant update this all shit in the same time. So she needs a sexy fucker to update this page too. But she needs a sexy and great bitch not a bad bitch. So if u want to be TiffyBoo's fire boy , u need to email me to princess021indo@hotmail.com . And she will think about this. But she doesnt like a bitch that like to interven her life. So she needs a bitch that know her very much and understand her lol. Not a bitch that so obsessed with her. Thanks for reading this shit ! TiffyBoo Love Her Bitches ! Mwahh
With Love
Tiffany HalimXx
Friday, February 26, 2010
Oh My God.Breaking News
Hi Bitches !
How are you for this past 4 days? Tiffyboo already lost her phone and she is really angry and sad. She needs that ass lol ! She really dont understand why people KEEP interven with her personal life. Back Off Please ! Sometimes she needs time to having fun and have a peace life. But she doesnt. She always sad and angry. Maybe Tiffy always smile and says hello but she is angry with this all shit ass. She really need a fucker !. All bitches can have a great life but she cant. Please give her time !. She cant leave this beautiful life but she thinks that people dont want her. If u want Tiffyboo become happy please click this site everyday. Tiffyboo already register for GoogleAdsense. And she thinks that this will help her. Maybe for future , she will update for fashion and random things. And some interviews with amazing and sexy actress.And Tiffyboo have some photoshoots and she will upload it too after this all shits finished and after she recieve her virginity back lol. And she needs her ass phone back ! Thanks for reading all tiffyboo's shit ! this will be fucking tastic ! I Love My Fat Sexy Bitches ! Mwahhh
With Love
Tiffany HalimXx
How are you for this past 4 days? Tiffyboo already lost her phone and she is really angry and sad. She needs that ass lol ! She really dont understand why people KEEP interven with her personal life. Back Off Please ! Sometimes she needs time to having fun and have a peace life. But she doesnt. She always sad and angry. Maybe Tiffy always smile and says hello but she is angry with this all shit ass. She really need a fucker !. All bitches can have a great life but she cant. Please give her time !. She cant leave this beautiful life but she thinks that people dont want her. If u want Tiffyboo become happy please click this site everyday. Tiffyboo already register for GoogleAdsense. And she thinks that this will help her. Maybe for future , she will update for fashion and random things. And some interviews with amazing and sexy actress.And Tiffyboo have some photoshoots and she will upload it too after this all shits finished and after she recieve her virginity back lol. And she needs her ass phone back ! Thanks for reading all tiffyboo's shit ! this will be fucking tastic ! I Love My Fat Sexy Bitches ! Mwahhh
With Love
Tiffany HalimXx
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Checked My shit for a bit
Hello My Bitches !
Tiffyboo already lost her virginity . Please dont screaming lol ! she needs some bitches to give her virginity to her. She needs help lol ! And TiffyBoo wont online for 4 days coz a shit trip with her sexy bitches and she is very happy to do that. She already have so many problems that come to her head and that make her crunk. And some little bad emotion coz somebody have makes her very angry with all this shits. She really hate a bad bitch right now. And she want to kill her lol. And maybe if u are a good bitches , please help her maybe by viewing this page everyday and tell other bitches to do this too. She needs like 1000000000 view !. And she really luv to meet new people and have a drink with them. Contact her ! princess021indo@hotmail.com. She wont bite u !. For photos? i will upload more when i come back . Just wait and i have some suprise for you !
With Love
Tiffany HalimXx
Tiffyboo already lost her virginity . Please dont screaming lol ! she needs some bitches to give her virginity to her. She needs help lol ! And TiffyBoo wont online for 4 days coz a shit trip with her sexy bitches and she is very happy to do that. She already have so many problems that come to her head and that make her crunk. And some little bad emotion coz somebody have makes her very angry with all this shits. She really hate a bad bitch right now. And she want to kill her lol. And maybe if u are a good bitches , please help her maybe by viewing this page everyday and tell other bitches to do this too. She needs like 1000000000 view !. And she really luv to meet new people and have a drink with them. Contact her ! princess021indo@hotmail.com. She wont bite u !. For photos? i will upload more when i come back . Just wait and i have some suprise for you !
With Love
Tiffany HalimXx
Monday, February 15, 2010
Ok? Its Enough !
TiffyBoo Bitches !
Special Blog . I'm really sad and dissapointed with some bad bitches that doesnt really understand me. I dont understand why people seems jealous to me. If you dont like me , just back off ! TiffyBoo doesnt need you ! She really angry when some people open her secret and interven her life. Sometimes she needs time to figure all shit things and have a great time. Maybe some bitches thinks that she is so happy with her life but she is not ! If u hate her , dont get people to hate her ! But i really thank to bitches that love her. Ok? Its enough for this shits lol. TiffyBoo Love her Bitches
With Love
Mwahh
Tiffany HalimXx
Special Blog . I'm really sad and dissapointed with some bad bitches that doesnt really understand me. I dont understand why people seems jealous to me. If you dont like me , just back off ! TiffyBoo doesnt need you ! She really angry when some people open her secret and interven her life. Sometimes she needs time to figure all shit things and have a great time. Maybe some bitches thinks that she is so happy with her life but she is not ! If u hate her , dont get people to hate her ! But i really thank to bitches that love her. Ok? Its enough for this shits lol. TiffyBoo Love her Bitches
With Love
Mwahh
Tiffany HalimXx
Friday, February 12, 2010
Happy Valentine Day To My Bitches !
Hi Bitches And Darlings !
Tiffyboo just want to say Happy Valentine And Happy Chinese New Year ! Have a great party and enjoy it. I will updating my ass if i have time . But for now, she just want have fucking amazing time. well some people asking for my photos , u can took my photo from here. And my life is going well and but sometimes it confusing my self too. But my life is ok. So ! Stick your ass for tomorrow ! Have a fucking great time ! TiffyBoo love her bitches. And she really sad for Alexander McQueen's dead.His fashion will be forever.We Love You !
With All My Love
Tiffany HalimXx
Tiffyboo just want to say Happy Valentine And Happy Chinese New Year ! Have a great party and enjoy it. I will updating my ass if i have time . But for now, she just want have fucking amazing time. well some people asking for my photos , u can took my photo from here. And my life is going well and but sometimes it confusing my self too. But my life is ok. So ! Stick your ass for tomorrow ! Have a fucking great time ! TiffyBoo love her bitches. And she really sad for Alexander McQueen's dead.His fashion will be forever.We Love You !
With All My Love
Tiffany HalimXx
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
New Photos
Hi Bitches !
As my promise that i will update the new photo soon ! So here it is !. Just comment it in chatbox and i will reply. Sorry if it look lil bit ugly.Coz TiffyBoo dont know that someone took photo of her.


As my promise that i will update the new photo soon ! So here it is !. Just comment it in chatbox and i will reply. Sorry if it look lil bit ugly.Coz TiffyBoo dont know that someone took photo of her.


Mwahh
Tiffany HalimXx
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Fucking Great Weekend And AN Important Info
Hi Tiffy's Bitches Or Lil Tiff !
What a hectic weekend? but THATS great. TiffyBoo really enjoy this week esspecially today . What a very happy day? But thats tiring too. i get many job that i must do like asking some question to amazing people. And that very hard because i'm so rarely go online and of course i'm busy ! Tiffyboo will post it soon as i can . I will make a suprise for my bitches too. Well finally i have found my glasses and really thanks to my bitches that helping me find that shit lol. I have fucking amazing saturday and i really love my brandi boy. And soon i will get my ass to stick that suprise for bitches. i will go to superX. And tiffy sure that will be fucking tastic ! And for lil tiff who wants to ask me anything they like about my fucking great life just go to : http://www.formspring.me/TheTiffanyHalim . Just ask anything u like but please no BAD question. Tiffyboo wont answer that lol. And i will get my great photo for u but please wait coz i dont have time for this all fucking social networking. But surely everyday i try to check my bebo its: www.bebo.com/TiffanyPublicBebo. Want to contact tiffyboo? comment or send me mail ! Better if u send me mail coz i will reply. But if u send me comment , thats ok too. Owh and 1 IMPORTANT thing again , TiffyBoo want to tell her bitches that NOT every comment will get her approval. Coz she just find some nasty comments and she will delete it and wont read it. Please just give FANTASTIC comments not SHIT comment. Thats all lol. Will updating soon so better check this blog everyday.
With All My Love
Tiffany HalimXx
What a hectic weekend? but THATS great. TiffyBoo really enjoy this week esspecially today . What a very happy day? But thats tiring too. i get many job that i must do like asking some question to amazing people. And that very hard because i'm so rarely go online and of course i'm busy ! Tiffyboo will post it soon as i can . I will make a suprise for my bitches too. Well finally i have found my glasses and really thanks to my bitches that helping me find that shit lol. I have fucking amazing saturday and i really love my brandi boy. And soon i will get my ass to stick that suprise for bitches. i will go to superX. And tiffy sure that will be fucking tastic ! And for lil tiff who wants to ask me anything they like about my fucking great life just go to : http://www.formspring.me/TheTiffanyHalim . Just ask anything u like but please no BAD question. Tiffyboo wont answer that lol. And i will get my great photo for u but please wait coz i dont have time for this all fucking social networking. But surely everyday i try to check my bebo its: www.bebo.com/TiffanyPublicBebo. Want to contact tiffyboo? comment or send me mail ! Better if u send me mail coz i will reply. But if u send me comment , thats ok too. Owh and 1 IMPORTANT thing again , TiffyBoo want to tell her bitches that NOT every comment will get her approval. Coz she just find some nasty comments and she will delete it and wont read it. Please just give FANTASTIC comments not SHIT comment. Thats all lol. Will updating soon so better check this blog everyday.
With All My Love
Tiffany HalimXx
Friday, January 29, 2010
Updating 's TiffyBoo
Hi TiffyBoo's Bitches !
TiffyBoo's life is fucking messed up right now. Tiffyboo dont know what to do and she have so many project to do. and that makes TiffyBoo going crazy lol.She needs some help and please dont make she angry ! why people too obsessed with her?people cant see how much she stress and so many problems that she had. Why people think That tiffyboo is freaking happy bitch? She is very sad. People think that my love story right now is going better but i dont know. Whether is good or not. Suddenly my life is suck and and very demanding. TiffyBoo dont know how to talk to her friends that always push her and very selfish. One thing that makes Tiffyboo happy is just her bitches ! My life is soo sucks right now and i dont know why. I think that my friend just go away everytime i want with them. She just doesnt understand what happen. And thats why tiffyboo is very sad right now. But she just need a space to think all about this fucking shits lol. But tiffyboo have some news too . Well she already make NEW msn. Add Her !! :
TiffyBoo's life is fucking messed up right now. Tiffyboo dont know what to do and she have so many project to do. and that makes TiffyBoo going crazy lol.She needs some help and please dont make she angry ! why people too obsessed with her?people cant see how much she stress and so many problems that she had. Why people think That tiffyboo is freaking happy bitch? She is very sad. People think that my love story right now is going better but i dont know. Whether is good or not. Suddenly my life is suck and and very demanding. TiffyBoo dont know how to talk to her friends that always push her and very selfish. One thing that makes Tiffyboo happy is just her bitches ! My life is soo sucks right now and i dont know why. I think that my friend just go away everytime i want with them. She just doesnt understand what happen. And thats why tiffyboo is very sad right now. But she just need a space to think all about this fucking shits lol. But tiffyboo have some news too . Well she already make NEW msn. Add Her !! :
talktotiffyboo@hotmail.com ! dont forget to add it. It under law of bitches ! Thanks for viewing my blog.TiffyBoo Love Her Bitches no matter what happen.
With All My Love
Tiffany HalimXx
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
InterView With SABRINA BRYAN !
Hi TiffyBoes Bitches !
This is my promise to give you an SUPRISE . This is about Interview with sabrina bryan. Dont miss it bitches !
Sabrina bryan is singer from cheetah girlz. she is very good and such as sweetheart. She love her fans and very kind. I love her too !
1. Q : Since When you become a singer?
A : I started singing around 13 and got to do it professionally when I stared in CG
2. Q : Why Do You Choose to be a singer?
A : I don't choose to be a singer it just came naturally and its fun to express your self
3. Q : What Project are you going to do soon or later ?
A :Well Hope fully bring out an album and start ideas on Princess Of Gosip 2
4. Q: How Did you join the cheetah girlz?
A : I got a call from my agent saying that there is an addition for A Movie called the Cheetah Girls and I additioned and me and the other 2 girls thought it would be a great idea to keep the avatar's Cheetah Girls but bring them to life lol
5. Q : How do u feel about the cheetah girlz?
A : I loved it was Amazon being apart of them as I got to travel and plus met new people who will be friends for a life time.
6. Q :Who is your biggest inspiration in your life ?
A: hmm That would have to be My Mom and Dad as they have always been there for me and they just are Amazing role
models
7. Q : What will u do after become a singer? do u have other goals ?
A: well its mostly dance and acting I do at the moment so Singing is next in line lol. My Goals are to bring out music, and get a sequal to P.O.G (Princess Of Gossip)
8. Q : Beside singing , what other hobby do u like ??
A : I love Soccer hanging with friend,Bowling,Dancing,Acting and just normal things a girl does
So That is my interview with Sabrina Bryan. And another will coming soon guys. Thanks for reading this , bitches lol. TiffyBoo Love You !
With All My Love
Tiffany HalimXx
This is my promise to give you an SUPRISE . This is about Interview with sabrina bryan. Dont miss it bitches !
Sabrina bryan is singer from cheetah girlz. she is very good and such as sweetheart. She love her fans and very kind. I love her too !
1. Q : Since When you become a singer?
A : I started singing around 13 and got to do it professionally when I stared in CG
2. Q : Why Do You Choose to be a singer?
A : I don't choose to be a singer it just came naturally and its fun to express your self
3. Q : What Project are you going to do soon or later ?
A :Well Hope fully bring out an album and start ideas on Princess Of Gosip 2
4. Q: How Did you join the cheetah girlz?
A : I got a call from my agent saying that there is an addition for A Movie called the Cheetah Girls and I additioned and me and the other 2 girls thought it would be a great idea to keep the avatar's Cheetah Girls but bring them to life lol
5. Q : How do u feel about the cheetah girlz?
A : I loved it was Amazon being apart of them as I got to travel and plus met new people who will be friends for a life time.
6. Q :Who is your biggest inspiration in your life ?
A: hmm That would have to be My Mom and Dad as they have always been there for me and they just are Amazing role
models
7. Q : What will u do after become a singer? do u have other goals ?
A: well its mostly dance and acting I do at the moment so Singing is next in line lol. My Goals are to bring out music, and get a sequal to P.O.G (Princess Of Gossip)
8. Q : Beside singing , what other hobby do u like ??
A : I love Soccer hanging with friend,Bowling,Dancing,Acting and just normal things a girl does
So That is my interview with Sabrina Bryan. And another will coming soon guys. Thanks for reading this , bitches lol. TiffyBoo Love You !
With All My Love
Tiffany HalimXx
Monday, January 25, 2010
NEW ! PLEASE READ ALL MY TIFFYBOES AND BITCHES
Hiii All My Bitches And TiffyBoes !
Miss T miss you all. But TiffyBoo has fucking tastic news right now! Well my page is not"officialtiffanyhalimpage"but i changed it to "tiffanyhalim" . So the url is : www.tiffanyhalim.blogspot.com. Sorry To My old bitches ! but i already post it on the google too. So old bitches will find me soon. And TiffBoo have decided that i want to share about my fucking great experience in my life. That will coming soon and for Sabrina Bryan's interview.Well i will post it soon too. I LOVE Sabrina Bryan. She is very kind. TiffyBoo will comeback next time ! have been so busy with my shit magazines and many project.TiffyBoo's ass is tired lol. Love You All ! Dont forget to check TiffyBoo's Site everyday. Because TiffyBoo can give SUPRISE anytime that she wants too .Lol.
With All My Love
Tiffany HalimXx
Miss T miss you all. But TiffyBoo has fucking tastic news right now! Well my page is not"officialtiffanyhalimpage"but i changed it to "tiffanyhalim" . So the url is : www.tiffanyhalim.blogspot.com. Sorry To My old bitches ! but i already post it on the google too. So old bitches will find me soon. And TiffBoo have decided that i want to share about my fucking great experience in my life. That will coming soon and for Sabrina Bryan's interview.Well i will post it soon too. I LOVE Sabrina Bryan. She is very kind. TiffyBoo will comeback next time ! have been so busy with my shit magazines and many project.TiffyBoo's ass is tired lol. Love You All ! Dont forget to check TiffyBoo's Site everyday. Because TiffyBoo can give SUPRISE anytime that she wants too .Lol.
With All My Love
Tiffany HalimXx
Thursday, January 21, 2010
CONTACT TiffyBoo ! Just for TB's Bitches ONLY !
Hi TiffyBoes Bitches !
This is an EXCLUSIVE blog for bitches only. But for a SEXY AND FUCKING DELICIOUS Bitch. This is the steps to contact me personally. Well Miss T Love to hear about her bitch's comment about this page. But please dont send me a rude comment. I will reply to all of you . Maybe i just open this fan mail once a month. If you want to send me a SHIT comment just email me at my bitch mail at : tiffanyemailforfans@bigstring.com. Its an old email and i dont know its stil valid or not. But i will check that email today. If not, Miss T will make an new one. But that is just FOR mail. If CHAT still on TiffyB's msn at: princess021indo@hotmail.com But please dont send mail in my msn. If bitch send me that, i will delete it and wont read it. And TiffyBoo promise that i will give you all my new photos. But please wait. Tiffyboo must get her ass to do her homework first. And 1 condition, if you send email , the subject must be " COMMENT FOR TIFFYBOO !" .If you not write that on the subject i will delete it coz i think that is spam. Thanks for viewing ! Please send me ALOT of mail too. Coz TiffyBoo will reply it and make my day an happy clown. TiffyBoo wont bite you!
With all my love
Tiffany HalimXx
This is an EXCLUSIVE blog for bitches only. But for a SEXY AND FUCKING DELICIOUS Bitch. This is the steps to contact me personally. Well Miss T Love to hear about her bitch's comment about this page. But please dont send me a rude comment. I will reply to all of you . Maybe i just open this fan mail once a month. If you want to send me a SHIT comment just email me at my bitch mail at : tiffanyemailforfans@bigstring.com. Its an old email and i dont know its stil valid or not. But i will check that email today. If not, Miss T will make an new one. But that is just FOR mail. If CHAT still on TiffyB's msn at: princess021indo@hotmail.com But please dont send mail in my msn. If bitch send me that, i will delete it and wont read it. And TiffyBoo promise that i will give you all my new photos. But please wait. Tiffyboo must get her ass to do her homework first. And 1 condition, if you send email , the subject must be " COMMENT FOR TIFFYBOO !" .If you not write that on the subject i will delete it coz i think that is spam. Thanks for viewing ! Please send me ALOT of mail too. Coz TiffyBoo will reply it and make my day an happy clown. TiffyBoo wont bite you!
With all my love
Tiffany HalimXx
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
As TiffyBoo Promise
Hi TiffyB Bitches !
As my promise to you all that i will update this blog soon. And i have a BIG suprise to all my lovely bitches. I decided to have an exclusive interview with Sabrina Bryan. She is a singer , songwriter and have been in dancing with the stars. But i cant post it know , i will post this later as soon as i complete all. If you have any question for her, u can email me and the subject must "For Sabrina". And i will check it soon at : princess021indo@hotmail.com ! please send it soon because i wont wait for you all. Well this is for my school magazines but because i love you all, i will post it in here too.
But Bitches , WAIT ! TiffyBoo know what her bitches want for her ass. So i give you a new song but Leona Lewis . The title is "I Got You". This song is really amazing ! TiffyB Loves It!
Wait For the suprise blog ! its coming soon ! Love you All ! Mwahhh
With All TiffyB Love,
Tiffany HalimXx
As my promise to you all that i will update this blog soon. And i have a BIG suprise to all my lovely bitches. I decided to have an exclusive interview with Sabrina Bryan. She is a singer , songwriter and have been in dancing with the stars. But i cant post it know , i will post this later as soon as i complete all. If you have any question for her, u can email me and the subject must "For Sabrina". And i will check it soon at : princess021indo@hotmail.com ! please send it soon because i wont wait for you all. Well this is for my school magazines but because i love you all, i will post it in here too.
But Bitches , WAIT ! TiffyBoo know what her bitches want for her ass. So i give you a new song but Leona Lewis . The title is "I Got You". This song is really amazing ! TiffyB Loves It!
Wait For the suprise blog ! its coming soon ! Love you All ! Mwahhh
With All TiffyB Love,
Tiffany HalimXx
Monday, January 18, 2010
About TiffyBoo News And Update For Her Bitches !
Hi TiffyBoo's Sexy Bitches !
Miss You Alots Guys ! Sorry For Not Online For Several Weeks Lol.I Have been busy for my big project in school and still have fucking problems. But TiffyBoo IS back ! TiffyBoo Really miss her sexy delicious bitches ! So Some people asks me about my real status. And tiffyboo said i'm now in RELATIONSHIP. So i'm not single again lol. But tiffykins still have time for her monsterz. Well right now i'm confused coz of my love story . I Dont know why when we dont need someone , they come to us. BUT when we need them , they dont come to us and always said doesnt have time for us. I dont know why people is so rude sometimes. But i try to always trust them . But mostly i cant. Well i still trying right now. and i'm sorry if i dont believe you much like before. Because TiffyBoo Just need time to think about it. But thanks to my monsterz coz they always support me whenever i'm sad or happy. And i love you all. For My school project , its about making our own magazines. Well i already have a special interview with sabrina Bryan. She is very good to me and such a sweetheart. I will post that interview as soon as i can. But i cant promise you all coz that is my secret for my own magazines.Maybe i cant tell you know monstrez.I'm Sorry. But if i can , i will post it soon for you my sexy bitches. And TiffyBoo Just want to say Thanks To Her Sexy BITCHES ! I Love You all with my heart. And i just want to say i love my boyfriend.He is everything to me and i dont wanna lose him.I'm sorry if i hurt baby. But i cant live without you.
Thanks For reading my page bitches. Love You All. And i hope that u always have a great day. and if you have something to tell me about my page and your problems. You can send me mail at : princess021indo@hotmail.com and my official bebo web at: www.bebo.com/TiffanyPublicBebo. And Please check my new layout lol. That Is Fucking Tastic ! Love You My Bitches ! Mwahh
With All My Love
Tiffany HalimXx
Miss You Alots Guys ! Sorry For Not Online For Several Weeks Lol.I Have been busy for my big project in school and still have fucking problems. But TiffyBoo IS back ! TiffyBoo Really miss her sexy delicious bitches ! So Some people asks me about my real status. And tiffyboo said i'm now in RELATIONSHIP. So i'm not single again lol. But tiffykins still have time for her monsterz. Well right now i'm confused coz of my love story . I Dont know why when we dont need someone , they come to us. BUT when we need them , they dont come to us and always said doesnt have time for us. I dont know why people is so rude sometimes. But i try to always trust them . But mostly i cant. Well i still trying right now. and i'm sorry if i dont believe you much like before. Because TiffyBoo Just need time to think about it. But thanks to my monsterz coz they always support me whenever i'm sad or happy. And i love you all. For My school project , its about making our own magazines. Well i already have a special interview with sabrina Bryan. She is very good to me and such a sweetheart. I will post that interview as soon as i can. But i cant promise you all coz that is my secret for my own magazines.Maybe i cant tell you know monstrez.I'm Sorry. But if i can , i will post it soon for you my sexy bitches. And TiffyBoo Just want to say Thanks To Her Sexy BITCHES ! I Love You all with my heart. And i just want to say i love my boyfriend.He is everything to me and i dont wanna lose him.I'm sorry if i hurt baby. But i cant live without you.
Thanks For reading my page bitches. Love You All. And i hope that u always have a great day. and if you have something to tell me about my page and your problems. You can send me mail at : princess021indo@hotmail.com and my official bebo web at: www.bebo.com/TiffanyPublicBebo. And Please check my new layout lol. That Is Fucking Tastic ! Love You My Bitches ! Mwahh
With All My Love
Tiffany HalimXx
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
OFFICIAL TWITTER IS NOW ON MY PAGE !
Hiii My TiffyBoes !
Hows My Bitches Holiday ? TiffyBoo Miss You So Much ! I Have A Great time at my holiday. I Hope my bitches luv their holiday too. Sorry For not updating much lol. Have been busy all the time.
TiffyBoo Go To mall everyday and just eat so many FOOD. And right now i'm FAT ! And The Happy new is i already linked my OFFICIAL Twitter on my page ! So all my bitches in around the world can know what im doing right now. And Please Follow me too lol. Coz if i dont have follower ,tiffyboo will DELETE her twitter. So Just Follow Me Lol. Is That hard?
And TiffyBoo wants her monsters to give comment to this page . So better if you comment my page on the chatbox lol. Or maybe add me in my official msn. Thanks For Viewing tiffyboo's page lol. Make my day very happy.
Thanks For The Lovely comments. Love Youu All Sexy Bitches ! TiffyBoo Adore You ! Mwah Mwah
With Love,
TiffanyHalimXx
Hows My Bitches Holiday ? TiffyBoo Miss You So Much ! I Have A Great time at my holiday. I Hope my bitches luv their holiday too. Sorry For not updating much lol. Have been busy all the time.
TiffyBoo Go To mall everyday and just eat so many FOOD. And right now i'm FAT ! And The Happy new is i already linked my OFFICIAL Twitter on my page ! So all my bitches in around the world can know what im doing right now. And Please Follow me too lol. Coz if i dont have follower ,tiffyboo will DELETE her twitter. So Just Follow Me Lol. Is That hard?
And TiffyBoo wants her monsters to give comment to this page . So better if you comment my page on the chatbox lol. Or maybe add me in my official msn. Thanks For Viewing tiffyboo's page lol. Make my day very happy.
Thanks For The Lovely comments. Love Youu All Sexy Bitches ! TiffyBoo Adore You ! Mwah Mwah
With Love,
TiffanyHalimXx
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