Hey My Cheries ! I'm so sad right now. Well i'm break up and things go bad. I dont know what happen today and i still couldnt understand why all this happen to me and why today? i thought that today would be a great day and amazing day. But i'm wrong. ! I cannot come back to my past and see what happen to me and right now, the same thing go over again. I'm not a wise woman maybe i'm a stupid woman. But i dont know why im so inlove with him. I'm very shock right now and my brain cannot work clearly. I'm like a stupid alien right now. Coz i dont know what bad things happen to me over and over again. This a big shit !. Years ago , someone told me that i should take caution when its comes to love , and i didnt. I really need someone to help me right now. A monster must help me right now. I really overwhelmed. Somebody help me with this all shit love. One day my friend said that nothing last forever and she doesnt believe in love. Well in my heart, i think that my friend is stupid coz she said that. But i right now i think that is true. Nothing LAST forever in this world. And i wont believe in love again. But why a guy always hurt my heart and dont know how much i love him ? This makes me hurt. Very Hurt. I know that i'm a bitch. A slut. Or whatever u can call me. But in the last, my monsters should know that i'm just a girl. An ordinary girl. Not a super sexy slut that just needs money and doesnt need everything else. And everyone think that he or she can makes my heart broken like pieces. Sometimes i know that things go wrong and i cant controlled. Sometimes i being unpredictable and really annoying. But this is me. I smile in the outside but i cry in the inside . I'm sorry because sometimes people have problems just because of me. I'm really sorry but i dont mean like that. Why all people in this whole world can have a great life but i'm not? And great love. Some people doesnt know me . Doesnt know my past life . Sometimes i cant tell people what i want but i just can tell it from a book or song. I cant write song but some song represent me so much. People don't know that i cried everyday and dont know what happened. Some of your words hurt me so much. I hate when people just judge but they dont know me. And right now i wanna have a new life and forget all things that already happened. I dont know. I really need someone right now. But this blog really help me. Thanks for reading mon' cherie.
With All My Love,
Tiffany HalimXx
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